When I was in nursing school I was lucky enough to witness what I found to be one of the most sacred and special moments in time... seeing a tiny baby... an angel... so fresh from heaven taking it's first breath. It was magical. I will never forget trying to be "professional" as I did my best to hold back tears of joy for the families who allowed me, as a nursing student to witness and be part of such an event. I was overcome with awe at what a miracle a baby is! When I asked my doctor, who delivered my first three boys why he chose obstetrics as his choice of practice, he answered, "there's nothing better than having a job where you get to take part in and witness miracles everyday." Babies truly are miracles and I decided then that unlike some people's views It was impossible for me to look at labor and delivery as something to be embarrassed about or grossed out by... it is simply too special to take so lightly. Not very often does the opportunity arise to witness the birth of a baby. So when it came time for me to have my own babies I wanted to of course, share it with others. When I had Evan, Glen and I invited my little sister Julie and my mom to be there... It was so neat to have them there to share in our joy! I wish my sister Sara could have come too, but too many miles were between us then and she was expecting her first baby too! Since then, my mom has been able to be there to help us welcome all of our little boys (oh, except Eli... he came too fast and it was a blizzard outside she barely missed it!) I know that she feels the same way that I do about how wonderful babies are and I also think that she has a special bond with my babies because she was there for the anticipation of their arrival, she held her breath waiting for them to take their first breath, she saw them struggle to get here... the miracle of life... there is nothing like it!
I am so grateful that I have such a strong relationship with my mom. She is my friend. I am so lucky that we live so close to my parents, that my kids can see their grandparents everyday... that my mom and dad can see Oliver changing day to day and that they love my kids like they do! I am so thankful to my mom and Dad for helping us get settled with baby number four. My kids could not be in better hands, My mom told them the news of Oliver's birth, she loved them and took care of them while I was in the hoppital. Gabe adores his grandpa and wouldn't let him out of his sight while I was away. They helped them to be more excited about our new addition. My mom has come over
everyday... brought me lunch, mopped my floors, put Gabe down for naps, held Oliver, done my shopping, made us all dinner, cleaned, done my laundry and insisted that I take it easy! not to mention all the new baby shopping, sewing projects, and best of all... her excitement for me in welcoming another little boy!! oh, how I love my mom!!
She is everything that a mom should be and I am grateful
to have her example, her love and her friendship!
The day after Oliver was born the boys stayed home from school so that they could come and meet him. they were so excited!! It was so cute to see them burst into my hospital room wearing their "big brother" shirts, carrying flowers and cards and glowing with smiles and curious eyes
My dad helped Gabe create this card for me...
These are the cards Elijah made for me...
And below are notes from Evan...
Such sweet boys!
Each time I have a baby my grandma and gradpa Murray come to be some of the first to meet them. It means so much to me that they come to the hospital. I love how they inspect every little baby part and name who's features the baby has, they decide what color hair and eyes they will have and then they tell stories of their own kids and life expereinces. I feel so lucky to live near them! I love hearing my grandma talk about delivering her babies "the old fashioned way!"... now those are true miracle babies! I love to hear her telling about boiling bottles for sterilization, sharing old homeade remedies, the nurses who took care of her, post partum mom's on bed rest for two weeks, babies drinking cow's milk, etc... boy, have things changed!!! I did not get a picture of my grandma and grandpa with Oliver, Glen had taken the camera home... but I am so glad that they came to welcome him and to show their love for us!
Glen and Ollie... I think they look just alike in this picture??
Here he is... just one day old
My eyes were almost swollen shut, (IV fluid overload!) not to mention my hands, legs and feet... luckily it's hard to tell in this picture... But oh, so worth it... look at that precious boy!!!
The boys were so excited that Oliver "won the contest" He was voted "Cutest baby in the nursery" I didn't have the heart to tell them that's what all the tags said :) although if there were a real contest... I'm sure he'd have won!!
Glen had been emailing his parents regularly letting them know the status as the delivery progressed. He called them shortly after midnight to let them know Oliver was here and all was well. they both got on the phone and were so excited for us! They drove up to Logan the next day to meet Oliver! They brought gifts and well wishes from lots of extended family and it was so fun to visit and hear some funny "dad" stories about Paul!! We are so lucky to have so much support and love shown to us through phone calls, emails, text messages, blog comments and thoughts and prayers!! We sure love our friends and family!!
Oliver and grandpa Paul
Grandma Shirlene
Eli loves to hold his new baby brother
On Mother's day we had a family picnic in my grandparents backyard. Here's Ollie all bundled up cuddly warm with my grandpa... I loved it when grandpa leaned forward in his chair and said "Let me hold that baby, Emily" 
pretty random post, I know... I have so many pictures still to come. It is hard to believe that Oliver is almost 2 weeks old. He is such a good baby. We think he is pretty perfect and we love the joy he brings to our family!
I remember feeling anxiety as Glen and I drove home with our first baby in the backseat... He was ours now and we were on our own. It was exciting but at the same time... terrifying! You may think that with the fourth we should feel like old pro's but each time that I've left the hospital with a new baby in tow... there are always twinges of anxiety, just like that first time... He is ours now... a new little life that we are responsible for... although a bit terrifying it is also refreshing and empowering to realize the influence we have
I love having this sweet baby in our home. It has been quite an adjustment mixed with little sleep and wacky hormones which should make for hard times... but I am always amazed that no matter how tired I am or how upside down things seem to turn... I adore this little fellow and my heart is full for my four little boys! Welcome home Oliver!
I am so grateful that I have such a strong relationship with my mom. She is my friend. I am so lucky that we live so close to my parents, that my kids can see their grandparents everyday... that my mom and dad can see Oliver changing day to day and that they love my kids like they do! I am so thankful to my mom and Dad for helping us get settled with baby number four. My kids could not be in better hands, My mom told them the news of Oliver's birth, she loved them and took care of them while I was in the hoppital. Gabe adores his grandpa and wouldn't let him out of his sight while I was away. They helped them to be more excited about our new addition. My mom has come over everyday... brought me lunch, mopped my floors, put Gabe down for naps, held Oliver, done my shopping, made us all dinner, cleaned, done my laundry and insisted that I take it easy! not to mention all the new baby shopping, sewing projects, and best of all... her excitement for me in welcoming another little boy!! oh, how I love my mom!!
These are the cards Elijah made for me...
My eyes were almost swollen shut, (IV fluid overload!) not to mention my hands, legs and feet... luckily it's hard to tell in this picture... But oh, so worth it... look at that precious boy!!!
The boys were so excited that Oliver "won the contest" He was voted "Cutest baby in the nursery" I didn't have the heart to tell them that's what all the tags said :) although if there were a real contest... I'm sure he'd have won!!
Glen had been emailing his parents regularly letting them know the status as the delivery progressed. He called them shortly after midnight to let them know Oliver was here and all was well. they both got on the phone and were so excited for us! They drove up to Logan the next day to meet Oliver! They brought gifts and well wishes from lots of extended family and it was so fun to visit and hear some funny "dad" stories about Paul!! We are so lucky to have so much support and love shown to us through phone calls, emails, text messages, blog comments and thoughts and prayers!! We sure love our friends and family!!
Grandma Shirlene
A Granny B. cookie!
These pictures of my little boys are a glimpse of what my idea of heaven is.
They could not take their eyes (or their hands) off of Oliver. It was definitely love at first sight... they were amazed at his tiny toes, his little ears and his skin...soft as butter! Evan was a bit concerned about the way Oliver smelled. As he'd kiss him he kept saying "what is that smell? it's like soap... but not good soap?? We kept telling him it was just the antiseptic smell of the hospital. I thought he'd forget, but when we finally got Oliver home and washed and lathered him in lotion... Evan noticed right away and was so glad that he finally smelled like a "real baby"
at my doctor's appointment on Monday afternoon I was dilated to 4 cm and 90% effaced! Dr. K stripped my membranes and said he'd go ahead and schedule an induction for Thursday, but that he'd be surprised if I made it through the night... I was really hoping he was right! and then I got really nervous that he would be right... He said to come in to the hospital if I started having contractions that were 5 minutes apart for about 45 minutes. He said "be sure not to wait too long...you are already well on your way to having this baby."
